Bay Journal
These remarkable journal
entries were submitted by Bay Crossings reader Bill Coolidge. A
fuller version will appear in the Spring issue of Wildlife Journal
Journal, March 6, 2000
"The poet’s challenge is
to find something in culture that isn’t already defined as
poetic and make it poetic." Robert Pinsky
Miles of deserted concrete,
acres of unoccupied
housing, twelve feet tall anchor fence. Once a week I sail past
this forlorn patch of neglect in the midst of a beautiful bay,
blankets of white sails, and majestic bridges.
Last year in Monterey, the
guide said that she hadn’t seen any in years. "On the
endangered list." In January I visited the Palo Alto Baylands
reserve, and the guide said "not yet, but I’m hoping."
Of all places to land and fight
against its own demise, the Least Tern has found her way to the
old Navy air runway in Alameda, long abandoned. In the midst of
concrete as far as the eye can see, the Least Tern has found a
home. Almost in the middle of runway number one, where grass is
eking out a slim existence, the Tern is building her nest. A green
oasis, where all human life left years ago. I noticed them late
last winter, when they came swooping down the estuary and into my
canal, grappling fish with ease, like a juggler throwing balls up.
The minnows seemed to spring out of the air. Coots and Grebes
stood by and watched. A spectacular show, swift and lean and gone
in a few seconds.
Island residents have
recognized their return and have now put up another fence around
their breeding ground to protect them from any stray dogs that
lurk. Hope abounds that this sanctuary among rubble of concrete
will be successful and that soon they will be off the endangered
species list.
But I wonder just how these
Least Terns decided to land on that abandoned runway and make a
home. It’s akin to the Catholic Worker House where I used to
live, situated among bulldozed blocks, decaying apartment
buildings, grass and rubble and old cars, and needles everywhere.
A home for the homeless, we had a little sanctuary of a courtyard.
Each week I mowed the lawn. Took me five minutes. I watered the
flowers. We found the backseat to an old car and put it out there
for people to sit, be quiet. A sanctuary for another kind of
endangered species: the homeless who were HIV positive.
Journal, March 31 2000
Today I sailed by the Least
Tern homestead. They have up and gone, migrated already, on the
long trip north. That’s my guess. They run their life on
intuition and instinct. Maybe in the fall they will make a return
and Palo Alto or Monterey will be blessed. Or maybe they will
return to us for another season. Some Coots have already left. But
I still have my eyes out for that slender white sleek flying bird,
black head making its own landings on what was once abandoned.
The Least Tern, diminishing and
homeless makes a home, almost in my backyard. Way beyond what I
believe to be true about life. Doesn’t need human effort. Is
beginning to multiply if people and dogs stay the hell away. The
sharp "kit, kit or kseek" of the tern as she captures a
fish is poetry to my ears. Like Robert Pinsky said, we need to
find and develop poetry in the most unlikely places. The Least
Tern is my resident poet.
What must I do to stand on the
edge of knowing and confess that I don’t know? And don’t know
what to do. Providing shelter and food, writing prose and poetry
and paying attention. Seems so meager on many days. I have spent a
lifetime of being out of doors and watching quietly, often writing
on what I see, what I feel and the images that flow. But somehow
until now, I have not connected that with doing. With being
productive. It was just something I was called to be engaged with,
passionately. Be quiet and be attentive. And it led me down new
paths, not without pain. Streamwatching, years ago on the river in
front of my farmhouse, showed me there were no more otters and no
more big clams. Picking up trash along my country road led me to
witness a dismaying increase in the volume of plastics and
bottles, but this time the Least Tern has led me to a new openness
of what is possible, not what is bearing down. Sprigs of grass,
making home, new imaginal properites of the resident poet, out on
runway number one.
Journal, Apri1 21, 2000
The snippet of arrival. Caught
me off guard. Low tide, I’m on the lee side of the island.
Checking for the great blue heron. Been missing her for a month or
more. Paddling quietly through the relics of old steel boats,
skeletons now, ribs protruding through placid waters. All that is
left. Seagulls perching. Invoking life to that which was has lived
below the surface for a century. Like wind kicking up shirts on a
clothesline, this smallish bird whips up on one wing and then
swoops down on the other. At ease, as if wind blown. But I know
differently. She is hunting for breakfast, those tiny silvery
morsels, available now at low tide. Gently swaying in the shadows
of this old hulk.
Bingo! A left turn, swoop, then
skim. Magically this bird scoops a wiggling twig out of the
estuary and then lets out her signal of success:
"ki wit, kit wit, kiwit."
Pelicans, Cormorants,Eegrets, Herons and Grebes all have to dive.
Expend effort for their fish. Not the Least Tern. Like her cousin,
the Skimmer. She, as if practicing aerial feats or acrobatics,
flips and dives, catches her food almost effortlessly, with so
much grace. But I am more than bemused. I thought the Least Tern
had flown the coop.
Gone north, more than a month
ago. It’s almost May and here she is. Returned. Maybe never
left. Or yearned for her birthplace, this estuary. No matter, I
grin and utter a soft word of thanksgiving for her presence here.
A needed complement to the more ponderous gathering of food by
these other sea birds. Her alacrity captures my fancy.
Green canoe on blue water,
splattering of golden rays fringing the peaks of small steady
waves as I cross back from Coast Guard Island and slide into my
dock, to the boat slip where I live, work, and at special times,
like today, go canoeing or sailing. Steady Westerner about fifteen
miles an hour. Not an easy paddle.
I’m making coffee, looking
out my window at the activity beyond the stern of my boat.
Mallards have first choice of all tidbits. Lately though they have
been escorted by the Coots. These wonderful black birds, with
white nodule on head who make headway by paddling and moving their
heads and neck forward in the same direction. Like a hobbyhorse
with a child rocking away. Steady and undramatic, but a joy to
watch.
Cormorants and Grebes complete
the fishing picture this morning. All paddling against wind and
tidal current in front of me when this surfacing, splashing head
appears. Flutter of wings, quacking and movement out of the range
of deepening ripples. I stare out in wonder. It is! A Harbor Seal!
My favorite mammal, precisely
because she comes up, head first and then does a three hundred and
sixty circumference gaze at what is happening on top of the
surface. Almost hyper vigilant but not quite. Curious. Very
curious. Her head is gleaming dark gray toward black. Slowly she
sinks back down. I used to do this as a kid in the bathtub,
pretending I was going to submerge, be out of sight. Hold my
breath and slowly down I would go, like a submarine. She does this
and I am left with only a fifteen second glimpse. But her face
stays with me, unfettered with the worries or fear of life above
the surface. She chooses her descent at that intersection where my
canal meets the estuary .
Always a good sign for me,
especially when I head out the estuary to go sailing. Like in the
ocean or bays of the East Coast, when a dolphin or two would
accompany me. A companion, much like a tug keeping a freighter
safe in the closer shallower waters.
Journal, April 28, 2000
I go to the phone and call up
Donna, the local expert on the return of the Least Tern. Donna
works with Friends of the Alameda Wildlife Refuge, a project of
the Golden Gate Audubon Society. "You’re right some
returned back in late March, but many more have just
returned".
"From where I ask?"
Wanting to know more about their migration pattern. "We don’t
know, they have never been tracked. "
" Are they still
endangered?"
"Oh they have been
endangered since the list began in the early seventies. But the
biggest colony on the West Coast is out on the Naval Base."
So I learn there is a small
group of people with the assistance of the Navy watching out for
the Least Terns. But where they go and why they are endangered
remains a mystery. I sit and look out, waves rippling, strong
westerly, boat rocking and this ballet like figure comes twisting
and turning by. I glimpse her, just for a second, but I hear her
song much longer. "Ka wit, ka wit, ka wit."
Before environmental impact
statements, before grass root organizing, before we even knew we
had mystery approaching, the Least Tern made a comeback, all on
her own, in the midst of what we had given up on and forgotten.
Donna tells me that Saturday there will be a workday, out on old
runway number one: "to clear the brush, fix the fence, keep
these little wonders safe from predators,. More like a partnership
to me: we help them now but even before we "discovered
them" they already were among us as singers, poets, dancers
and seers of what is possible when all we see is the impossible.