Bay CrossingsJournal
Teaching Willi
By Bill Coolidge
Her soft round face, hawk sharp
brown eyes stare past the trimmed tan bark sails, past the bow
anchor, out into the invisible universe of wind and tide, the
temporary sketching of cumulous clouds, a white frontal draped over
blue sky, building to the north, blocked by the onshore southwest
wind. Two dolphins spurt by, heading west toward the inlet, getting
ready for the incoming tide.
This is Willi's first time at the
tiller. Our sharpie yawl sneaks out of the channel between past
Lennoxville Point and Bird Island amidst the shoal swirling waters
where Taylor's Creek meets the North River. Our twenty-four-foot
vessel slides north then south, impervious to wind, the current
reigns. The buoys lean forward, with the last vestiges of the
outgoing tide. Willi intuitively points the sailboat southeast
bucking the rebellious current, her eye on the red buoy, the
wavelets created by shallow bottom, wind, and current colliding. I
wait for the familiar sound, "slew, slew, slew," of the
centerboard hitting muck and oysters, then an abrupt stop amidst
wind and current. Grounded. But not today, not with Willi at the
helm. We sail out toward Middle Sound. I scan the green marker #56
for the signs of the osprey nest, the fledgling, and its parents.
Vacant.
"Prepare to come about!"
Willi is standing, looking over the starboard side, shoaling, too
close to Bird Island. The sails flutter as Willi drives the tiller
to the right, the boom passes over and we head toward Harkers
Island.
My dad gave me a used Sailfish
when I was 12. It was a flat, wooden board, 13 feet long with a
white sail. "Figure it out, I'm not much of a sailer," he
told me. My older brothers preferred water skiing and power boats. I
taught myself how to sail by capsizing, getting stuck behind an
island, asking for a tow home. I learned the importance of a
triangle course. Go out against the wind, come about on a beam reach
and then return home, downwind.
Since then I have taught children
and adults how to sail on lakes, bays, and oceans, using the
triangular course. But I have never taught anyone who handles the
sails, sniffs the wind, and moves the tiller with such delicacy as
Willi.
"McCabe, the bottom is
changing from murky brown to light sand, get ready to come
about!" Sailing in coastal North Carolina is one of constant
vigilance because storms and currents move tons of bottom sand and
silt overnight. Channel markers are hopelessly out-of-date and
misleading. Before I ready the genoa, Willi has already turned the
bow back to the south.
"You didn't say
'hard-a-lee," I tease, as I pull up the centerboard, our bow
pointed at Shackleford Banks in the far distance. We steam by the
next marker and we come about again, hoping for deeper waters. Off
to the right, fisherman with waders pull a long net, hoping for a
mess of croaker to appear out of the swirling water. We pass some
crab pots, then white stakes. "Coming about!" Willi yells,
knowing these markers are leading us back into shallow water.
With a red bill cap on, gray sweat
pants rolled up to her knees, black Keds, and a white t-shirt, she
hardly looks the sailer type as she pushes the tiller to the right.
We go with the tide giving up on finding a path through the narrow
pass of Harkers Island and Middle Sound.
When we return to Taylor's Creek,
the tide is going against us and I start the outboard. At dusk, the
wind dies and few birds are flying.
"Willi, want a break? I'll be
glad to take the tiller?"
Willi shakes her head as if I am a
mosquito, buzzing around, distracting her. Her gaze is straight down
the creek, the bow pointed at the recycled gray navy mine sweepers
now used for menhaden fishing. I walk up to the bow, enjoying the
unique vantage point. Usually, I single-hand this vessel and am at
the helm. Ibises are pecking about the marsh, egrets are tiptoeing
in shallow water.
"You bring her into the slip.
I don't understand the current. It's too strong." I motor past
the dock and then turn the bow perpendicular and let the current
drift us into the 12-foot-wide empty space. Willi jumps on the dock
with the bow line, I put the engine into reverse. She ties an
unorthodox knot but it holds and we are safely home.
We stuff the sails into bags and
then practice some knot typing. She gets the "two people under
a blanket" one right away. I'm dumbfounded. I like to teach,
give instructions, words of advice, warning, and support, but I have
been silenced most of the afternoon with this woman. I ask her what
it was like being on the water, taking the tiller for the first
time.
Her gaze is beyond my right shoulder, where the
Town Creek and Taylor's Creek meet at Gallant Channel and then head
out to the Atlantic. "It just seemed like I was called home and
I knew the way and how to get there." Her eyes still drawn way
off, reliving the afternoon or possibly readying for the next
voyage, this one out the inlet where the horizon is forever and
silence reigns.